Tired

I'm tired, mentally, physically, spiritually, and emotionally.

Lately, life has been getting to me. I'm currently at a place where I'm set to graduate in December, but I'm not sure how I'm going to pay for my final semester of college. I've also got a class to retake this Summer.

Last semester was not kind to me. I was overstressed and overworked and I didn't pass most of my classes. So I did a lot of work for nothing, which does not help my attitude towards school, life, or...well, anything in general.

On top of this, my car is dying. Just in the last month, it lost power steering and it has had a lot of small problems. But now I'm losing my transmission and can no longer drive in reverse. This makes a stressful life even worse.

Right now, I'm scraping to make rent for a couple more months, let alone pay for a Summer class and another Semester of school, and certainly cannot afford a new car.

Maybe this is a spiritual attack. I don't know. If it isn't, I'm not sure what is. I'm starting to lose hope that I'll graduate, that I'll get through this. I don't feel like God's listening to me when I pray anymore. I'm wondering why He has put me in these circumstances, but He's not talking.

Pray for me.